Let me try again!
This entry was posted on 4/16/2008 6:42 PM and is filed under uncategorized.
Well, here I go again apologizing. Along with my trouble following up on
anything my puter needed to hove the OS reinstalled. Now I will continue.
The PIT I was in took me to the verge of suicide but obviously I didn't do
anything. I went up, I went down, I went up, I went down....sounds suspiciously
like bipolar disorder. Anyway, in February I lost my Dad & I spent nearly a
month back home, some place I thought all bridges were burned. NOT TRUE. I was
very open with them, told them what I had be going thru, thinking &
feeling. They listened and they still care about me. My niece has been talking
with co-workers about a mental health system, my sister is looking at
apartments, my brother let me stay at his house the whole time. I felt so
comfortable there, like I used to feel. I am planning to move back.
Currently, I feel better tho still depressed it's nothing like last fall.
I know that I have a future and I am planning a road trip for next year, more
about that later. The first of May I will go back to MD. to look for a cheap
apartment and see about setting up doc's.
I know I am not cured, that I will never be cured but that doesn't mean I
don't have a life now or a future. I will try to live each day as they come,
continue to work on feeling even better, enjoy my family and just LIVE!
