Long Time No See
This entry was posted on 8/28/2007 2:47 AM and is filed under uncategorized.
Well, if you can't guess by my inactivity, my life sucks big time. I cannot see any light anywhere. I have been on case management for a couple of months now and she is so green that she doesn't even know protocol for seeing the shrink. I have been waiting for 2 months to see the doc and am out of meds. When I called to ask the doc to call in a script I find out that I am not supposed to be seeing that doc. I am supposed to transfer downtown to the main office. I know this case manager needs to learn but WHY at my expense. I knew I would fall between the cracks. I isn't meant for me to get better. I start to see a little financial freedom and I get two notices. One from student loans, I owe them over 10,000 and have used up most of the ways to put them off so I started to pay them. There went the $$ that I could start to do extras (rent a movie, eat out, even go to a movie, etc), you know some little stuff that would help me feel some independence. Oh and the second thing is from the IRS, you got it I owe them also. When ever I start to get a head just a little bit something comes up to knock the temporary support out from under me.
My parents are distributing our inheritance (got one brother and one sister both younger) to us yearly and I am scared to death the IRS will take it away.
I don't know why I keep trying. I should just stop everything.
