Just one thing after another...
This entry was posted on 5/4/2007 8:32 PM and is filed under uncategorized.
I guess I have reached my all time low. Yesterday my therapist
& I decided I needed case management It has been shown that I
cannot take care of myself. I am incompetent. After nearly
60 years of life, after 30 years as a registered nurse, after
raising two children. I can't take care of myself. I never
thought I would get this bad. It is such a blow to my ego.
Why do I keep on trying? Why can't I just call it quites?
Why do I keep sucking up all these resorces and keep being such a drain
on my family? I tried to type that I wasn't worthy of it
but just couldn't. I know I am grasping at straws. But I
feel so terrible. It just never feels any better.
I tried to sign up for Medicare D 2 weeks ago but still haven't heard
anything. When I call all I get is an automated system, I REALLY
HATE THEM. I have prescriptions but can't afford to get
them filled. It seems that I can't get anything done the correct
way or even in an easy manner. It always has to be a struggle for
me. I am sooooo tired of fighting. It isn't worth it.
